my birthday was wednesday. and thus commences the last year of my 20s.
every year i like to take a little time with a cup of coffee and reflect on the previous year and then start to dream about the next…
in the midst of this i am once again processing the love and grace of God. i recently wrote about grace and today i want to write a little about love.
i have been drawn to ephesians lately, and i want to cling to the promise that He can “do immeasurably more than all we can ask or imagine according to his power that is at work within us” for this next year.
i administrated a conference this week and with that i got to hear some amazing men of God share from their hearts. one of them said, “there are none of the promises He has made to me that are dependent on my behavior”.
wow, that pricks the strategic achiever in me and in the same instant forces me to take a deep breath and let go.
today i was struck by paul’s prayers for those in ephesus to “grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge-that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God”.
that’s beautiful. filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.
it’s not about my pushing. it’s not about my striving. it’s not about my efforts.
it’s about my yielding.
it’s about me clearing the space in my busy schedule. it’s about me making time and space to be filled.
that’s what i want this year… to know his love more.
to be filled to the measure.
to trust that He has the power to do what He has promised, even more than i’ve asked or could imagine!
to rest in His love and power.
to allow His love and power to simply flow through me and onto those who encounter me.
to embrace the basics and leave the complex.
to accept His love without conditions and to allow Him to teach me how to love in the same way.
so happy birthday to me and here’s to my best year YET!